I was supposed to be going to Houston tomorrow, right? Well thanks to the debacle of A.mer.ican A.irl.ines it just might not be the best time to fly standby. My bff doesn’t want to discourage me from coming but at the same time she can’t guarantee that I will be on a flight. So your girl here is kinda bummed. I have options though. I could do any of the following:

A: Drive myself to the airport at the azz crack of dawn tomorrow and sit and wait it out and hope they call my name.

B: I could wait until Saturday and do the same thing again.

C: I could try again on Monday morning but none of these are a guarantee at all.

Shorty Boss said she was going see me on the news as one of those people who sleep on cots when they are stuck at the airport. NOT FUNNY MAN!! *LOL nonetheless*

Part of me is saying wait til summer but she says with the fuel surcharges and all the inner mess of the airlines, it won’t be any better, if anything it will be worse. WOW!!!!

So here I sit at 8:30pm on Thursday night, my bag is not packed, my confirmation is not in my hand and I should be leaving here in about 6 hours to head to the airport.

My head is cloudy for reals!!! I’m stress eating right now and that is so not good. I have been waiting so long to travel and my friend set this up right on time with my birthday and Dollface’s mom being on vacation all next week too. It ain’t lookin’ too good for me and Houston right now and honestly I’m bummed big time. I really could go in the summer and I could take Dollface with me (if her parents say yes that is) because right now she doesn’t even know I’m going. I couldn’t dare look into those eyes and tell her next time. She and I both would be a complete cryin’, snotty, mess!!!

No way, no how.

So right now my bff is at a sports banquet for her daughter and she said she would call me in about an hour so I could print up my confirmation but honestly I don’t think I want to go. I mean I do but then again… All signs are pointing to me staying here for right now. First off it’s raining cats and dogs and we are under a flash flood watch. Tomorrow it’s supposed to thunderstorm all day with the high being 60 and the next day it’s supposed to snow. Our airport is hella backed up when it starts storming *and I’m already flying standby*, they shut down flights like in a minute and they already are backed up with the AA mess. Hell I’ve waited years to travel so another couple of months isn’t going to kill me, I don’t think it will anyways!!

AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Frustration ensues!!! I need a stress reliever right now!!!!