Portacath in
Yep it went as scheduled. I got there at 10:00am and was wheeled into surgery at 1:00pm. Yeah it took that freakin’ long!!!!
Whatev.
I was knocked out at first and then my azz woke up during surgery and of course I felt the little sticks and pins and whatever else he was doing.
Bastard yelled at me to be still. Fuck you doc!!! That shit hurt!!!!!! Zero pain tolerance here. I might have told him fuck you too!! Who knows, I was loopy!!! If you didn’t want my azz to wake up and feel nothing then you shoulda kept my azz asleep until yall azzes was finished.
I have a headache and a neckache.
The port is in my clavicle.
THIS SHIT HURTS!!!!!!!!!
I’m bout to take a pain pill and calling it a night.
Oncology scheduled chemo for tomorrow.
YIKES!!!!!!!!!
Gotta have blood work done beforehand, so chemo starts on Friday.
Dollface is in the African American History Program on Friday morning.
My chemo is scheduled for Friday morning.
What do you think I’m gonna do????
Gonna ask for an hour reprieve on that poisonous lifesaving shit.
Just an hour.
My throat also hurts from the anesthesia. They told me it would. They didn’t lie.
Night all.

man this is scary to read, I can only imagine actually going thru this. Your strength amazes me woman.
Comment by Mwabi — February 19, 2009 @ 1:26 pm
DAMN, sisterwoman! I am sending mucho love and energy your way! I saw you visiting over at Creole in DC and no, you cannot eat off my plate, lol!
Comment by Gina — February 19, 2009 @ 6:05 pm
Woke up during surgery????? WTF???
Comment by chele — February 19, 2009 @ 8:09 pm
hey girl, just checkin in on ya.
Comment by summer — February 26, 2009 @ 5:34 am
Keeping you lifted in prayer. Thanks for your prayers as I journey toward recovery.
I read your other post about not wanting to eat anything but Doritos. It made me laugh because I won’t eat anything, but Doritos or potato chips. Hubby brings soup home everyday from the cafe and when he doesn’t I get a call from the staff wanting to know if I’m okay.
Comment by hagar's daughter — February 26, 2009 @ 8:30 pm
That’s something about waking up before surgery is over. This is happening a lot lately. I’m so sorry that you are going through this.
Comment by Rose — February 28, 2009 @ 2:45 am
I miss you and want to know how you are…I hurt my knee and it has speeded up an operation. I will be out from the 16th! PLEASE just let me know how you are! Hugs and strength!
Comment by Gina — March 6, 2009 @ 8:56 pm